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Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 4:55 AM
#1 -WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM?!
Kaitlyn
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I seriously don't know what the hell happens! I know you're tired and I really can't bear to see you being tired and had to go supper with me, which is why I asked you to head home. Nope, I'm not angry about it. Not even a single bit.

So I texted JianMing asking him what time to meet tomorrow since we will be heading down Butter together (: AND THINGS HAPPENED! What the hell man! JianMing and I are just colleague. Ok, I understand when you said that you don't like me being close to guys and vice-verse. Which boyfriend would like right? And I thought it was physically! -.- SO MUCH FOR THINKING. Your close means contacting everyday and stuffs! COME ON MAN! Who is the one being unreasonable?! Why don't you just wipe up the entire city of Adams and let the Eves roam around? -.-

I want you to know about things and people around me, which is why I texted him in front of you. I would have gone home and text him to save all the troubles right? YOU KNOW WHAT? I kinda regret for not doing that in the first place. You and I would be snoring in the bed now!

Yes! Another thing is Clubbing. I always wanted ask you, when you love someone, shouldn't you love and accept her for who she is? Enlighten me. Cos I've been clubbing before I met you, I've been clubbing when I met you, and I have been clubbing even after I met you. All right, I know you would say that is all for the best for me. Are you sure it's the best?

Com⋅pro⋅mise 
a settlement of differences by mutual
concessions; an agreement reached by adjustment of conflicting or opposing
claims, principles, etc., by reciprocal modification of demands.


I understand the meaning of that, and I know being together with you, I must accept the fact that you don't like your girl to club. I've tried to change and you always claim that you appreciate it loads. Ya, you claimed. Cos none of your actions showed me that you appreciate what I did for you.

I hadn't been clubbing for 3 whole weeks, my gfs are always there for me when I needed someone, but what happens when she needs me? I was nowhere to be found, stuck in the middle, between my gfs and you. And when I finally got the chance to club at Wavehouse, you keep pestering me asking me what time would I come back. To tell you honestly, everytime I told you I'm don't feel like clubbing, I don't want to club, most of the time, I have the urge to. I really want to stay all the way till the party ends, cos I can't remember when was the last time I could just party and dance without someone rushing me to go back. I partied to relieve myself, now I can't even do that anymore.

I hate restrictions, I hate being controlled. For you, I'm restricted and controlled, I don't complain, because I love you. Relationship is just like rubber band, there's a limit you can stretch to, I'm a rubber band that is snapping. I've opened up myself and putting in more effort to this relationship thinking that you will prove me wrong, and then I realised, I'm putting in and relying on you too much. Is time for me to wake up before I got hurt all over again.

It's 4.57am, I'm done here, and your phone is off again. I told you before how much I hated it when your phone is off. I don't see the reason why here I am panicking, worrying for you when you couldn't be bothered at all. I'm not an idiot who just wait for you to get home. You had your 3 chances SHANE HEW CHOONG MING.

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