You are every reason,
Every hope and every dream
I've ever had.
And no matter what happens to us
in the future.
Everyday we are together,
is the greatest day of my life. ♥
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She's Kaitlyn; 嘉嫣.
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She's everything you're not. If you think you know her well, maybe you would want to think again?

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Music is her soul; Dancing is her life

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Monday, May 31, 2010, 4:38 AM
#23 -SCARED
Kaitlyn
-XOXO

I'm scared. I can feel it inside me. I hate breaking into cold sweats and feeling painful in e middle of e night.

I want someone to be there, I know someone can make me feel better but he's just not doing anything to be there.

I don't know what got into us recently. Is seeing too much of me making you irks at e sight of me? Is my constant existence irritating you much? Am I asking too much from you?

I know I'm much more needy recently, and when you told me that you needed time alone and time for your friends as well really hurt me badly.

I know I'm always with you. I wasn't like these when I met you. You're e one that wanted me to open up to you, you're e one that wants me to tell you all my troubles. You're e one that told me you'll be there. What's happening now? I'm falling so deep that is too late to back out now. I was so determined to end this that day but you don't let me out of it.

I'm typing all these and all you care is your fucking game and computer even when I threatened I won't talk to you if you touched it.

I don't need you to be some multi billionaire that you always dreamt of. I don't need you to be some well known businessman or entrepreneur. I don't need you to made it to Forbes or Times. I don't need all e money you can give me.

I just need you as my BOYFRIEND to be around.

I'm not much of a person who will share my thoughts. But I really appreciate it if you can give me e companion I need, cos you wouldn't know how long would it be for someone to be gone forever.

I need my friends, I need e entertainment spots, I need those booze and I do need you as well.

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